I cried out to God
I cried out to God,
Show me your face and God sent me a .... Child.
I learned about Surrender
as I gave way to the surges of birthing energy.
I learned Compassion
as my little one's cry pierced my heart.
I learned about Powerlessness
as I laid awake with my inconsolable infant.
I learned about Faithfulness
rocking my feverish baby day and night waiting for healing.
I learned Patience
as my child asked me to do it again just one more time.
I learned a Fierceness in love
that could take me to death to defend my sweet child.
I learned Tolerance
accepting myself enough to love my child in a fit of tantrum.
I learned Kindness
as my tears were kissed away by tiny lips.
I learned Respect
as I wondered at the profound wisdom of one so small.
I learned Humility
seeing the Divine in the eyes of my child.
God answered my cry
Know who I Am
As you love your child ~~ so it is that I love you.
by Susan Marie
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